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Cindy Teevens

Location: Ottawa, ON CA
Website: http://t.co/Tu5HTEcwts


It was like I backed myself into a corner--I loved someone more than my "self," and I refused to blame anyone or anything outside of myself for the pain and suffering I was feeling. Feeling deep anguish, cruelly judged, abandoned, misled, unloved, immense loss, and without human dignity, I also came to the end. I did not want to suffer any more. It was no longer an option. So I went inside, deep inside. And I experienced a radical switch from intense suffering to amazing joy. At first I did not believe it, yet there it was; then I did not think it would stay, yet here it is. Not only did I find the relief from suffering that I sought, but I found how to give myself whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted it. My thoughts gave me pleasure, and I became joyful, peaceful, and self-fulfilling. Life became shiny and new again, and I fell in love with simply being alive. My senses came alive like I have never known. At times just breathing gives me pleasure. And being self-fulfilling, I became able to give the unconditional love that I wanted to give, simply because there are no more conditions. It seems I just can't suffer any more. The idea even becomes more and more amusing. If discomfort even begins to arise, I simply do the practice. This happened in April of 2009, the practice came to me in words May, and I am still integrating all the amazing changes. You can be privy to many of them through "Joyful Musings" on my blog. After I discovered joy and I began to consciously seek it more and more continuously, some of the most amazing experiences and feelings began to arise. My wish is that you experience this and come to know that you are capable of much more joy than you have lived, or imagined! You can end suffering and begin to awaken joy beyond belief right now. Download the free e-book chapters. You will also learn more about my experience, new understandings, and insights. www.AlchemyLoveJoy.com